Here is a little something about stepping through the portal/Gateway of 12-12, which is preparing us for the December Solstice and entering into a new energetic year of 2014. The date of 12-12 is always about some sort of grand completion, for everything in Creation/this physical Universe is built by the Principle of 12. So when we come to the advancement of 12, which follows the Self mastery of 11, we are ready to embark upon a whole new journey and enter a new cycle within the Great Spiral of Spirit!
That is why I wrote down a list of things which still trigger me in some way or another, or are not yet completely neutralized within all layers of my Being. These present themselves as key points of new awareness to not just be known, but embodied as well. This is very important, as we are approaching a new year, which will bring new lessons and experiences, so it’s time to let go of the old ones … while finally mastering them and stepping into a balanced culmination within greater harmony.
Before going to bed tonight, I will visualize myself stepping through this Gateway brand new, leaving the old behind and graduating from all the key points of what 2013 was about for me. The key here is to step into a new year with a clean slate, and with a fully renovated Self embodiment. We can have awareness about things, but on the infinite journey of Ascension/descension, this is not enough. Therefore we need to step further into Self mastery with conscious Self embodiment. This brings greater spiritual integrity and wisdom. Things only become physical when we fully embody them ourselves, and then we shall experience them in our physical reality and all of our surroundings as well, because they are integrated deep from within.
I also wrote this decree of letting go of the old and stepping into the Self empowered New, which I feel as quite powerful:
"Anything that feels like a waste of creative energy/potential or it feels draining, I choose to let go of without even thinking about it twice. I no longer feed it extra energy, as I focus only on what is productive, creative and serving the greater Self. I don’t have to feel guilty for walking away from something negative and disrespectful to my personal Existence, or saying NO to someone/something who/that is not coming from a place of Love and respect/higher understanding/compassion. I AM free to do whatever I desire, for it is my Life and personal Soul embodiment journey anyway, therefore it is my personal choice. And my first choice and devotion is to be of service to the Divine. I freely decide what kind of vibrations, people, places or situations I will invite into my sacred space and my daily life. I create my own situations and experiences. I AM ready to master all of my Divine triggers, which only show me where I still choose to forget who I truly AM. I AM the Master of the Self and my own reality. I AM ready to graduate from old and ongoing/repetitive lessons/patterns, moving through endless repetitions and cycles with Grace, while heading into new experiences and opportunities. I AM brand New, as I step through the Gateway of 12-12, into the December Solstice, and a new year of 2014! And so it is, as I AM here to embody only Divine Love. I AM THAT I AM. I AM."
(source:Polona Aurea Dawn)